Mer or Heath | 26

he/him or gore/gores

i'm a gay raccoon who likes emocore/scenecore, horror and drawing funnie animals.my username is pronounced as "murder"

cringe culture is dead cuz i killed it by being alive

  • "MAP" means "multi animator project", always.

  • i am swedish, white and TME.

  • autistic and mentally ill

  • my gender is violence

  • i made the game Birthday Kid

this is my fursona M3RDR. art by VYZEE !

  • I kin Heathcliff (Limbus Company) and Little Red Riding Hooded Mercenary (Lobcorp) they're me IRL<3 (idm sharing tho!)

  • canto VI altered my brain chemistry

more about me

  • my birthday is april 26th, but i'm not too fond of celebrating my birthday tbh. if anything i prefer celebrating my game Birthday Kid which i released on my birthday.

  • i'm ISFP, 5w4, melancholic and chaotic neutral. my hogwarts house is "fuck jk rowling"

  • i'm a laveyan satanist. i dont rly talk abt it much tho.

before you follow

i don't really have a DNI list, but i use the block button very liberally. pro-shippers, bigots of any kind and other nasty ppl get instablocked i want nothing to do with you.
other things you might want to know before following me:

  • i'm very fond of horror media and gore/body horror, as well as bright neon art and eye strain. i always do my best to warn/tag for potentially triggering content, but if horror greatly bothers you, my accounts might not be the best place for you.

  • i reclaim the f slur and use it abt myself on occasion, but i always tag it.

  • i'm an adult. i keep most of my socials sfw, and minors can follow, but again be aware that i'm an adult.

  • i struggle with reading social cues and may misunderstand things others find obvious. using tone indicators is appreciated, but not required.

interests

aka things my brain won't shut up about.i often tend to switch interests very rapidly and fixate on one thing at a time, if you followed me for one specific fandom i am sincerely so sorrybolded means it's smth i'm currently hyperfixating on

  • PROJECT MOON, right now especially into Limbus Company

  • neon genesis evangelion

  • simoun

  • creepypasta

  • marble hornets

  • charlie parker (the book series by john connolly)

  • repo! the genetic opera

  • dead by daylight

  • skyrim

  • happy tree friends

  • angels of death/satsuriku no tenshi

  • RPG horror in general!! it's a long time special interest of mine

  • don't starve

  • minecraft

  • franken fran

  • american mcgee's alice/alice madness returns

  • animation

  • uhhh honestly horror stuff in general

frequently asked questions

Q: what tablet/programs/brush settings do you use?
A: i use a wacom intuos pen and touch tablet.
i mainly draw and animate in FireAlpaca. i don't have a lot of custom brushes, i generally just use the default ones?
for tweening animations and general video editing i use Hitfilm Expressi dream of obtaining TVpaint someday but it's likely to remain a dream as i am not in the kind of financial situation where i can justify spending $1000+ on a softwareQ: can you add [thing] to your picrew?
A: i'm not looking to update my picrew, i don't really like it that much anymore.
i might make another one at some point thoughQ: why do you draw characters as cats so much????
A: 1. i like cats 2. i find cats more fun to draw in terms of expressions and body language than humans 3. because i can draw what i wantQ: can i repost your art/videos?
A: No.Q: can i use your art for icons/moodboards/edits/videos?
A:
edits/moodboards/icons: yes, but please remember to credit.
videos: i'd prefer if you asked first (though ala you credit and it's not a hateful video or anything, it's probably chill)Q: can i tag your art as kin? can i kin your characters?
A: yes, and yes, with the exception being any of my sonas (M3RDR, Azazel etc) as they're representing me it'd be kinda weird if others kinned them ya feel?Q: can i do a let's play of birthday kid?
A: yes! just remember to link back in the description and please do not edit out the credits. youtube monetization is cool as well (though, if you are planning to monetize, it'd be cool if you threw in a small tip when downloading the game but idrc)Q: can i translate birthday kid?
A: yes!! tysm <3 i will make sure to promote any fan translations, and i'm also willing to help out with editing image files and such if needed!Q: can i draw your characters?
A: YES YOU CAN AND I LOVE YOU! please tag me in fanart i love it when people draw my charas!Q: [something abt how cringy i am for drawing creepypastas/scenecore/furries/being autistic/whatever]
A: kQ: kill yourself
A: come kill me yourself, pussy

triggers

triggers (id appreciate it if you didn't talk abt these around me and if you do, please tag/spoiler mark)

  • the r slur

  • csa, p*dophilia, sexual abuse

  • ree jokes, using autistic as an insult (tbh if u do this at all around me its an instablock anyway but please tag/warn for mentions)

  • the diamond is unbreakable arc of jojo's bizarre adventure, especially the character rohan kishibe

discomforts/squicks (these are not triggers so much as just Very Highly Upsetting. tagging them is appreciated but not required, however i do ask that you don't bring them up when talking to me directly)

  • attack on titan (especially anything to do with the character levi)

  • sudden loud noises (especially yelling/high pitched sounds), ok with a warning!

  • referring to Little Red Riding Hooded Mercenary (from lobotomy corporation) with she/her pronouns or feminine terms (ik that's canon i'm just a kinnie and dysphoric)

  • pictures of wasps (non-realistic art is ok)

  • the ship NoelAshe (witch's heart)